Hello there
I have suffered from suicidal thoughts stress anxiety and depression most of my life and also from the age of 20 suffered from ptsd..

My father is a sufferer of manic depression so my traits the problems that were very similar to my dads seemed to always be dismissed, i was simply left to dwell and try to deal with my issues, unknowingly..

My father is a sufferer of manic depression so my traits the problems that were very similar to my dads seemed to always be dismissed, i was simply left to dwell and try to deal with my issues, unknowingly..

The one thing that can get in the way to how well your gut supports your mind your body and your soul, is how aggressive your immune system response is towards the environment in which you live and most of all, your immune intolerance resistance towards against chemicals synthetics ..

I believe the environment in which we live is not that great a threat as it once was, i believe that chemical synthetic immune intolerance or resistance towards against chemicals synthetics, may have for some time now overtaken environmental factors, chemical synthetic factors are simply poorly misunderstood..

I believe most if not all mood disorders may start in the gut..

I believe This could be because the strengh in which the human immune system can unaturally react towards against nasty chemicals synthetics, may directly disrupt or cause paralysis within the gut in which i believe may directly change how well the gut naturally supports the mind the body and soul..

before we eat, if our immune system is under resistance towards against chemical synthetic..

I believe the immune system actually trys to generate from within the gut what the immune system seams to think it needs to cope with the synthetic resistance in hand..

Which may cause immune system strain to directly cause gut bowl paralysis malfunction, in which i believe may leave the gut simply poorly supporting the mind the body and our soul’s..

I believe gut malfunction maybe a little alike a synthetic virus within the gut..

This synthetic virus may unaturally cause a negative feed to run throughout the body and with the natural fight or flight this simply forces the mind body and soul to be induced shocked..

I help myself recovered from ptsd by accident after 4 years of torture, i also had constipation and bort a bottle of sun sweet prune juice, which i believe helped save my life and allowed me to go on with this journey to unravel this mystery..

I have studied myself for 15 years whilst using prune juice and i have learned to understand, my bodies immune system is simply very aggressive towards against certain chemicals or synthetics..

I’ve understood, the less my aggressive immune system, copes with certain nasty chemicals or sythetics the better my gut can naturally support provide the rest of my body, including my mind my body and my soul with superior nutrition nutrients, which my gut naturally needs to provide to help my body stay functionally fit and healthy..

My brain may have been shocked (ptsd) whilst i had a traumatic experience at the age of 20 years old and i believe what may have been propping my ptsd up for so long could have been, that negative feed caused by high resistance, in which i believe shut my gut off from supplying uninterfered with healthy nutrition nutrients to naturally support my brain..

I learned by reducing certain chemical synthetic intolerance, in which i believe is caused by such things like fluoride in toothpaste, nasty chemicals in shower gels and shampoos and also aluminium in deodorants, that this would then actually help myself reverse change the fuel in which fuelled the fuel to the condition (my pstd) and naturally help aid my brain to recover..

I now believe my immune system response towards against how well my immune system actually was dealing with these chemicals synthetics could always have been genetically and hereditary set in stone from birth and day by day, week by week, month by month, year in year out, slowly broke my body from within..

I also learned by reducing my own immune intolerance, chemical synthetic resistance, i also systematically changed without force natural control of the hidden tensions in which only existed within me due to a hidden condition and was not actually caused by the outside world..

I also believe that the same method i use to reduce my shocked brain (ptsd)
Could help in reducing multiple sclerosis m.e and arthritis and also motor neuron disease..

I believe this because immune system gut bowl malfunction, overtime messes with to how healthy the entire body can naturally function, before the gut can even start supporting the mind the body and the our soul’s..

With autoimmune the gut simply has no alternative than to provide an unatural negative feed..

I believe gut bowl malfunction can go unoticed and if this is so, the gut can negatively provide a bad feed long enough to cause chronic shock within our bodies enough to cause chronic disease..

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  1. Craig
    We can agree to disagree on your “gut” theory curing all your ails. I’m Bipolar II and I believe the only way to manage the symptoms of the illness is prescriptions and lifestyle changes. I don’t believe someone cures themselves of PTSD, if so there are millions who would have found the same answer. I have a autoimmune illness, a healthy gut helps the rest of body yet there are many other organs and hormones needed to help a person reduce inflammation. I haven’t read your other post, maybe they make more sense. I’m not a hater, just the opposite but you need help getting back to reality.
    Good luck.

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    1. Hello i still need to break down as to how i came to have my ptsd
      Because in 1996 ran away from home at the age of 19 due to my struggles at home and i fled to the streets of London and this is where my struggling life became worse..
      when i was prescribed co proximal tablets when i damaged my ankle.. these pain killers were a highly toxic tablet and have since been taken away from been prescribe for prescriptions due to individuals overdosing
      I never just overdosed i had actually taken a ecstasy tablet along with these tablets..
      I believe my imune system became extremely aggressive from this day..

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      1. Craig
        No doubt your immune system is messed up, the struggles are what is causing the immune system to react. How do you know you have PTSD? Have you been diagnosed? Do you see a Psychiatrist to manage your struggles with mental health? Do you have a Therapist to help you work thru the pain and teach you tools for when life gets really bad. One thing for sure is you can’t diagnose yourself with PTSD. You also can’t break down how you got it, if you do, by yourself. You are not trained and it doesn’t sound like your stable.

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      2. Maybe Because I always had to struggle
        From such an early age.. maybe that gave me the strengh to cope with ptsd..
        Do you no what it feels like to have ptsd
        Because I could say to you its so hard to explain how it feels to be the total opposite to positive with little to no self-esteem and on the verge to having panic attacks.. its a feeling of with drawn inwhich can leave you with a uncontrollable loud subconscious mind.. racing thoughts Its torture.. a total mental block inwhich clouds judgement with seriously negative thoughts..
        I found my own way through.. i still have what drives my mood disorders within me.. only i have learned to take control of what controls my mood disorder.. Im very stable..

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      3. Craig I’ve been there and yes I have PTSD, that was diagnosed along with having Anxiety and Bipolar Disorder. These are diagnosis I made and highly specialized doctor made. The struggle is always there with mental illness, you have to work with a Psychiatrist to get the right mix of medicine, you have to keep pushing yourself to win, to reach the goals you want even when you feel like shit. I would go to art museums even though I knew nothing about art, it was a way to get me out of my box and thinking about my problems. You didn’t say you are working with a Psychiatrist or Therapist, if your not, your not making your way thru.
        Wish you well.

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      4. I think psychiatrist fail most individual’s..
        Meds are not always the best option..
        You may find a med that seems to answer your prayers then your body rejects and then you need to up the dose and keep upping the dose until your meds are not a safe amount anymore..
        Then docs try and wean you off your drugs to find a safer alternative..
        Sorry its just not natural..
        I believe if you have an aggressive imune system towards chemicals and sythetics that are added within your culture..
        This is closer to the real underlying cause to your struggles..
        Reduce that culture shock and you may like myself be able to rest your mind…


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  4. Craig,
    First off, thanks for liking my post and following my blog. 🙂

    As to the content of what you’ve written… I must admit that you are pretty far off base. A healthy body and lifestyle do impact your mental health, but they will not fix it on their own. There is a very strong mind-body connection which I subscribe to 100%.

    Unlike other commenters, I don’t believe the “ONLY” way to manage mental illness is with the assistance of a psychiatrist and medications. They are the effective and easiest route to take, but not the only. I know people with schizophrenia who have learned successful coping skills to live a full life without medication or seeing a psychiatrist.

    One does not self diagnose ANY major mental health diagnosis. PTSD is not simply having panic attacks and low self esteem. PTSD is caused 100% by trauma. It can be a single traumatic experience in which you legitimately feared for your life or the life of another or it can be long term sustained trauma in the case of Complex PTSD.

    I have lived with complex PTSD since early childhood,coupled with a panic and anxiety disorder, an eating disorder and finally bipolar I disorder. I live a full life on minimal medication. Few people are able to manage these cluster of diagnoses and symptoms on one medication. Balance is the key for me along with having done YEARS of therapy. I also worked in the field for about 15 years.

    Theories like yours end up hurting people when they require actual help and treatment. Be careful in what you post and how you phrase it. This reads totally as a poorly formed opinion based on some rather unhealthy thinking.

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    1. If i helped to change how well you feel and you actually benefit, would you believe i healed myself then..

      I believe i could help change your mind..

      One way to find out my friend and that is for me to help you soothe you..


      1. Craig, You cannot convince me that PRUNE JUICE healed your mental health issues. Do you feel better because you THINK it helps? Very possible. Prune juice as a treatment for PTSD is about as delusional as the client I worked with who believed that putting Dove Bar Soap up her nose was going to cure cancer.

        The logic of the two follow the same line of thinking. Good luck to you!!!


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